As a child I always trusted in everything, as I did this it was abandoned in nature, I cried a lot, not because I was abandoned by anyone in truth, but because my thought process betrayed me and I trusted that it would.
No matter how deep you see into what you experience, or did experience, or what is to experience, you will lose something in yourself that doesn’t keep you planted in yourself. You can feel the trust escape in this way. You trust you will experience everything that is harmful to your being human..
Being human…. How do you trust being human when you trust in a way that is only going to give you what you ask for in trust. You trust you will be alone, you trust that you will be enraged, you trust that you will be without, and then all of that manifest itself to give you what you asked for in the first place.
When you say you just want to be happy do you trust this? Do you just go into the present moment and elect in trust to be happy? Do you feel trust is always a moment away or that it was something you had back then? What is trust defined as?
As a noun it is ….. a firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something.
As a verb it is….. Believe in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of.
Although it seems it is action, it is an energy! How does trust become energy, really go into this here for this is the awakener that we found we didn’t even pay close enough attention to as we thought we were losing our minds. When you lie inside you then become immersed in what that lie is not protecting, it is not protecting you or protecting those that love you. You hurt inside because of this and you don’t trust what the truth can give you!
Let me give you something that I trusted inside myself.. and you tell me what choices you would have made. I trusted that I was always going to get hurt by others, I trusted they were hearing me, but not listening.
Even the core of why I found myself which this inside my deep love I have for the love of my life, made statements to me, to challenge my trust to challenge, what I was feeling. “My love is even a part of this, she said to me “Clark! You are up here! And the rest of us are down here!”
This was said to me over and over as I had started to find my awakening. It hurt, not because I thought I was higher or embracing a higher self, or lower self than what was outside me to now be awakened by interactions, but because I was waking up rapidly and my trust was expanding inside me. The things that were said would hurt me, and I would think in ego to become quite frustrated. Not seeing it was ego in hurt, as a defense of trust saying, I couldn’t be heard… and I trusted it completely. I trusted I would be better off keeping my awaking to myself in silence. I tried to contain what I was going through, I tried to explain what the pain was inside of me, and as I continued on my path I realized I wasn’t doing anything with the trust in what I was experiencing an allowed myself to trust in completely.
I did realize that I couldn’t see higher or lower, all I could see was what was within… I trusted what I was experiencing in that moment as I do now.. What was in that, what is seen as higher is unattainable what is seen as lower is easier to go to, yet it gives you the outside view of the truth. What could I trust by finding what most call the higher self.. I trusted that going inside was the truth to what this was. I trusted that the answers coming from me where the truth about this thing that most need to attain to be.
I didn’t need to come to a higher way of thinking, I went into A inner part of being.
I could see that this was there as a truth to be something more, it was the undiscovered places inside of us that we aren’t paying attention to, to trust. I trusted in my own pain, I trusted I needed to go into the pain to see what it was,
I trusted in my desire to find the depth of love, only to realize it goes deeper than we can see cause we are beings of trust, who trust out, not trust in! If you haven’t seen the connection to how you trust in yourself vs what you trust outside yourself,
What would you trust in you as a human being here to dive into something within you that calls to you?
Well Clark, how does one go to a path no one is talking about doing?
How much attention is paid to how you trust your heart will keep beating in this moment? How much love is that capable of to do that very thing?
To answer the simple question, What is trust if you don’t have it in your life? This question is false in you…
You trust that you can read this and you do! You trust you will get to something and you do! You trust your heart will continue to give you unconditional love and it does, for you wouldn’t be able to read this right now and say wait a minute do I trust deeper than I think.
The answer is YES!
Your knowing knows this, and it trust it will wake you to the depth that what you say in words will not impact the unconditional love your heart will give you when you stop and pay close attention even the pain that can be felt from thinking will lessen when you focus the energy of trust that your heart is giving you in all moments.
Isn’t that the source of where trust derives from in the first place?
Isn’t it the source of all?
Powerful awakening of what happens to our core when we trust inside ourselves! Watch below!
Do you trust those that love you?
The intent of trust is something that we still make about other people not seeing that we have broken something inside that is broken inside the self. Trust is a very powerful word that becomes instilled in us at an early age. We trust we are not abandoned, we trust someone will protect us from pain or suffering, we trust we will be loved unconditionally. When this doesn’t happen what does it do to our trust?
Well let’s list these 5 things to show you trust in action or as an energy these 5 things are random yet will give you an idea you will find that you will find other words that show up in trust that you may or may not be seeing.
Abandonment – if you experienced this as a child born into a world with the love you have inside and you become abandoned by those that are supposed to love you without conditions you will then see that everyone will abandon you, you trust it! You trust as you find love finding you getting older you will trust that it will abandon you and you make choices to be with someone who will abandon you, not because of what happened to you as a child but because of what you told yourself inside that gave you the same energy to abandon yourself and make poor choices to make sure you find abandonment as an energy even someone who normally doesn’t abandon you will be infected with this energy in trust you have for yourself and will abandon you without even seeing that they are getting this energy from something you have hidden within you. Why not embrace this about yourself to not abandon yourself in this? Wouldn’t this be how you remove or heal this very thing?
Abuse – You lost trust because you were abused and you trust that you will be abused again feel the emotional truth of this and it will be a way to keep you protected, isn’t that trust? You even will find abusive relationships because the abuse brings you aliveness and you trust this as a part of your aliveness. It is not as sick as you might think, for the thinking is saying you will be hurt, you will be emotionally distraught where in truth you are distraught even before this happens. It is dormant for a period of time but in the back of the mind where the ego is accessing this pain and trauma, it exist within the emotional existence of a past experience you call to. This story inside as the story teller demands this be something you are still a victim of. Trusting in victim energy is always painful and always addictive. This story is always there for you to trust in. It’s purpose in trust is that you are pain and that pain has to be emotionally embraced and you must trust in that pain as a way of being. Not seeing that the trust is very deceiving and that it will only call to more of the same in energy that infected you in the first place. There are very disturbing truths about what someone endures that will do this to others. Yet when it happens to you, it infects you and takes you over and you trust that it will and so it does.
Loyalty – If your loyal it is a trust factor because you see that being on someones side is always a way to receive trust in return. Yet when this is lost with one and then another and then something else. You will hide inside and keep to yourself, you will even say you can’t trust anyone and those who shouldn’t be trusted find you highly attractive whether for a love relationship or other. They will betray you because you emit the energy of betraying yourself from what has happened to you. We raise ourselves to break cycles… the cycle of what this trust does breaks that breaking of cycles. In other words when you stop trusting yourself you no longer become loyal to yourself and then others who are not loyal to you or themselves will find you. So you decide to find someone who won’t hurt you and you find someone safe who won’t do you trust they will find out why you choose them and then the trust of that trust in them will start to be questioned? Trust you will find loyal and you will but trusting that you are not able to trust yourself will give you this for a little while and the symptoms of this will give you something else in this process.
Communication – You trust that someone will communicate with you and when you stop communication you expect them to give you the communication you stopped giving to them. Do you trust that they will give you something you won’t give them or yourself? Yes, you in there deep somewhere in you, you do! It is not on purpose it is by energy in purpose the broken record of communicating the same thing over and over again which is toxic to all communication especially the communication shared on this planet. We even use communication to attack in ways to communicate broken trust that we will be harmed in the process thus elevating this truth and it is returned. We are hurt because we trust that we will be hurt. Do you see the energy in motion this causes us is directly embedded in how we communicate without trust. Recently we had someone come to us about someone they met, they told them they were single because the last relationship they had they were cheated on again… they said they always seem to be cheated on. Do you know what energy transpired from this? Do you trust that what this communication did was actually seeking this type of energy to begin with?
Addiction – When you trust that you have an addiction isn’t that only giving the addiction power. I was a sex addict, I was addicted to sex, and when I told myself that I felt an overwhelming feeling, it made it easy of saying well it is a part of me that I can trust. And so, it made it so! Addiction to anything is a trust behavior that allows the symptoms to be dismissed instantly. You will not easily accept what the root of those symptoms are, you trust that you have it to cope with everything. The deep truth is in the dark to you and when you feel dark it only activates the trust you put in your addiction! I know this for it was me in all the addictions I could become addicted to. The darker you felt in the addiction the more you can trust that very thing will help you continue to feel dark. Trust is powerful it is a dependable friend that the ego can use to make you pay for being disconnected from yourself thus being disconnected from everyone else. Making sure you can trust any lies and seldom any truth that is not being noticed!
How is your trust? Can you see it clearly? Is it dependent upon others who will break this trust in you? Or is this already there in you because you do trust yourself negatively or don’t trust yourself positively?
See how trust is being used in ego to make you completely right in what the trust will give you without seeing that it gives you what is broken within you?
Do you feel this in truth to trust it?
Who would you be if you saw trust in this way? What would you start trusting and what would you stop trusting?
There comes a time in your life when you take a look at where you are in that particular moment, We have had quite the Journey as most of you have read most of our blogs and know we have a connection so strong, so honest and so True it withstood everything the universe threw at us. We are Now Living a True Twin Flame Union, Inside this Union we have no choice but to teach, learn and guide others going through any type Relationship Issues. We tend to not lean on our College education or even what we absorbed from our Certification courses, we coach and guide from our one soul. We were led to make this our life’s work, and going in without fear proved difficult however we do what we are led to do, we enjoy it, and we appreciate it.
Looking at where we are now simply amazes us. We have such an amazing growing client base and when its time for them to fly, they fly and always keep in touch with us and sometimes even find they need a little more guidance and we are always here. Recently we have noticed such a spike in our e mail box and our Facebook group is growing by 50+ daily. No doubt we have our clients do their own work and sometimes its very uncomfortable and even painful but the result is Peace, and Unconditional love.
The loving support and Beautiful words sent to us daily from our Clients and friends confirms to us we are doing what we are called to do. Yesterday was an especially amazing day when a Client of ours found out we were getting Legally Married this fall,we have always been married in our souls and feel it is time to take the step here and have a Twin Flame Ceremony 🙂
What she did for us we will never forget and we are still in awe. She posted in our group and on our page, a page for all of our friend to see and so they are all able to assist in this ceremony. The tears this gave us were of deep bliss!
What a gift to have a ceremony touched by all of our friends from all over the world. Saying Thank You does not feel like it is enough, its not about the ceremony for us, it is all about the marriage and with this blessing the ceremony will be more beautiful than ever and will certainly be recorded and shown all over the world to show those who are experiencing the same journey we were on that there is healing ahead.
We are blessed to have all of you as Clients, Friends and Family.
Here is the page she posted!
Lee and Sherry (Lois and Clark)
I can’t forgive you… I can’t be with you… I can’t do this anymore… I can’t.. Whatever this is has a way of bringing you to a very shaky foundation in trust… We use these words in ego to signify that something in us is broke. When you become unstable in this way of trust the choice to make the right decision always will seem as though you are teetering from what is hindering destiny from coming to you… I can’t is the same as I won’t or the other words that follow such as i’ll try, or I am potential… the trust in all of this is on shaky ground. Isn’t it?
I have doubt, is also apart of trust. When you trust something will fail! What does it show you in the end that is the truth about what you said it would do happens…and…. FAIL will not abandon you! Then that what you said becomes that you were right! Is that what you are saying inside? A majority of us do! What about when you say I have been let down by others… Is this trust as well. Yes it is, because you are trusting that this will always be what you will receive outside you, don’t worry it does! Trust is a very powerful energy!
I have been through trust training and I realized that I didn’t trust a thing years ago and still didn’t wake up to it.. You can tell how much you trust when you do the trust fall… You always fear that someone will not catch you, and you will hit the ground, and get hurt. Sound like some choices you keep making in your existence here?
Another is the blindfold lead where someone is leading you and has to direct you with their common sense of directions.. The failure in that is that they can’t see what sinkholes are placed cause they are trying to get you through the trees… Someone who is completely aware of your path by leading this in front of you will always tell you the truth. They will endure the path with you and not lead you astray…. Do you see how this can be difficult without trust? Especially if they are not having you walk without them directly in front of you. How will they ensure you won’t get hurt if they are not willing to walk the path with you? Pay attention, the message here is deep!
The awakened truth about trust is that you trust you have one more day to do something significant, you have one more moment to make a difference in your own being and yet we all get caught up by the same choices doing the same thing over and over again. We find comfort in this energy of doing the same thing cause we trust it! Having the same thoughts, we trust nothing changes so it doesn’t.
When I decided that I was going to live in truth I realized that I didn’t trust… I didn’t trust I would be accepted for the truth and it proved me right. I wasn’t accepted… It wasn’t until I realized that being in my truth needed my trust just as much as I needed my love to get me through this broken trust. The conditions of what my love gave me were without trust. Do you see how unconditional love is? It needs the very thing you won’t give to break you free of what you don’t give to yourself. Telling my truth should their be conditions of who I can tell or what I can do with what I trust? The answer was always no! I had to trust that telling my truth was going to show that I am very truthful. I will call out to the truth and trust that the truth finds me more truth.
When I was abandoned and I abandoned others, was it related to trust. Yes, I didn’t trust myself and in turn didn’t know in truth if I could trust others. I didn’t know if I spoke from my pain if I would be accepted I trusted I wouldn’t! If I could be damaged could I trust that I would be loved unconditionally? Can you? I realize now that was just a lie that I was living inside myself that gave me the ability to walk away so easily from others. Not wondering if they hurt by my actions, not wondering if I was indeed loving enough to let them go.
I let go, because I couldn’t face my own pain, but I could surely see my pain in others, whether I caused it or not. I wanted to fix their pain and bring them into a world of imagination where no pain could harm them. Not seeing that I trusted that I could do this, I was able to for a short while. Then I knew that my own pain would infect them somehow, they couldn’t see the truth about my not trusting that they could feel anything remotely like what I felt inside. Maybe it was that I was too genuine in my imagination, or that I was not standing in my truth enough for it to be genuine. When I felt what I felt deeply, I realized that without me trusting that the right thing would come to me something else would come to me, and show me that this was just my imagination of the lie that made it possible to not tell the truth, I trusted this as my truth, that the lie was always right. Trust is intent… get it?
As humans we experience so much of what we hear inside that we isolate ourselves and miss the truth about trust. Trust that you will be hurt and you will, trust that you will not be loved and you won’t.
Trust that you are not worthy of a deep love and yes you will get what you say in trust. Trust that no one can hear you screaming inside and on one will. Trust is the intent of what you want to have whether truth or a lie to find you and it does.
If you say you can feel another’s heart beat in your own as your truth and trust that what you feel in that heart beat inside you will find you then trust that it will completely! No hesitation for that hesitation gives you the same in the trust you placed into it!
If you say you want to be in a truthful deep love relationship, trust completely that it will find you!
If you say you want to love yourself without conditions then trust that you will. Without the words that I started with, it is always going to be a very confusing energy till you decide that you want the complete trust of what it is that you say you want! Then make that the reason in being for that trust to give you what you know is in truth yours to give to yourself.
If you are having a hard time and want peace then trust you will find complete peace. Any voice in you that says, “Yes but”.. Is a hole in that trust that says I am not enough yet.. where the lie is embedded is the truth waiting for it to see itself. Say in self to the lie, “you will no longer tell lies for the heart that beats does so in a trusting manor, and that trust is something that I believe in.” Give yourself the wholeness in asking for trust to give you the truth about how you trust and it will give this to you when it is without question.
Love deeply…. Trust and let it find you!