CALL THE POST OFFICE CAUSE YOUR ASS JUST GOT STAMPED…. Jan. 16, 2008

I did it today kept a smile all day.. moments came that tried to disrupt it.. but I could feel my own glow so could those around me.. they instantly smiled when the saw me.. I feel good.. I feel better than good.. I feel me… I am starting to feel that this cocoon canContinue reading “CALL THE POST OFFICE CAUSE YOUR ASS JUST GOT STAMPED…. Jan. 16, 2008”

Broken soul…. October 31, 2007 found this.. sorrow awaits no one…

Broken…. Current mood:ashamed I have been broken all my life.. first the foundation which is your childhood and then life as you get older.. you know the cracks that can be spun into your world and then cause even more cracks.. well that is where I have come from.. On October 18th the day afterContinue reading “Broken soul…. October 31, 2007 found this.. sorrow awaits no one…”

What I said again… No one hears me, no one is listening…. Jan 11, 2008

There is a place where you hear everything… a place where you can hear not only the heartbeat of another… but can hear the path of the the footsteps they are on… you can see the light side of them and the dark side of them.  You can understand their pains… their happiness and evenContinue reading “What I said again… No one hears me, no one is listening…. Jan 11, 2008”

I chose my pain over your love…. Jan 10, 2008

Happy I don’t know what that is…. I am down to it and it is about being happy… or no longer have happiness to be in my life.  This is the end of the road.. I either turn left or turn right.. to turn right would mean being alone in search of the unknown whichContinue reading “I chose my pain over your love…. Jan 10, 2008”

There is nothing never going on… there are no ordinary moments…

I felt my own presence today something that told me the soul has tears that moments are always magical and that no matter the moment you have significant choice to be in them. You can escape all of this by all the trash in ones mind.  As I watched the little girl swing today inContinue reading “There is nothing never going on… there are no ordinary moments…”

No one is listening… no one can hear me…. second post Jan 10, 2008

No one is listening…. When I speak I wait and listen only to find that I am the only one who hears me… I speak out loud… I wonder if I need to yell… why is it that as I am learning who I am… I am becoming more vocal about my own needs myContinue reading “No one is listening… no one can hear me…. second post Jan 10, 2008”

My first blog December 25, 2007 To Heal…

To Heal… I have been broken all my life.. first the foundation which is your childhood and then life as you get older.. you know the cracks that can be spun into your world and then cause even more cracks.. well that is where I have come from.. On October 18th the day after myContinue reading “My first blog December 25, 2007 To Heal…”

Things to know about a woman

In doubt, In pain, embrace all these things about her and never allow them to go unheard, untouched, unresolved in her, She doesn’t need a therapist, she doesn’t need Xanax or any other thing to keep suppressing the very thing that keeps her in pain, that keeps her from you!  There is a love inContinue reading “Things to know about a woman”